I was thingking about all the things i hate.And i realized that the thing that i hate the most and breaks my heart is when people i know become people i knew,when i can walk right past someone as if they were never a huge part of my life and that i used to be able to talk for hours on the phone with them and now i can't even look at them other in their damn eye.And knowing that i threw it all away for them,just to make them stay.But i cant do nothing.=,(.Im a sucker when it comes to people saying goodbye*(SOB).I freakin hate goodbyes.Im afraid to loose something that i have and not getting what i want.I know its selfish to be afraid to those kind of things.But i really cant help it.I know people come and go and few stay.But why does it have to be like that?Why does things have to end?Why does everything fades in time?I REALLY HATE THOSE KIND OF THINGS.(SIGH).I know everyone has to experience pain including goodbyes.BUT WHY THE FUCK DO WE NEED TO?=,(