First of all my full name is Marie Joy C.Denila.
Imma 'bout to start telling about my life at my childhood.My childhood was not pretty.It's not the same wid other average kids.My parents we're so strict that they won't let me play outside our house.I was the youngest in a 5-children family.I had two brothers and two sisters.Which means two brothers to shout at me and order me around and two sisters who kinda do the same thing to me.I didn't mind it when i was a kid.Hey,i was just a kid!I didn't know anything!It was unfair!But there we're positive sides of having older siblings.I can get what i want by asking them to buy it for me.Or they can do my projects.The age gap between me and the fourth is 12 years.Yea,it was tough being the kid surrounded by teens.When i was a kid i didn't understand a thing why they do what they do.Ya know like when they call their bfs and gfs on the phone for like 3 hours?Or why they need to look presentable.Or why they hated my parents.Because i love and im very close with my parents,especially with my dad.But now i understand 'em!I was a kid back then,i didn't REALLY understand 'em.And now i'm the one struggling in the teen years and they?They're already adults.It's ok for me to fit in with them because i'm used to 'em and it's somehow interesting to talk with them.
Ok,my childhood here it comes!(*drum rolls)
hmmp.Grade 2-Life was hell.I was an average girl.I was so girly and choosy.I was boastful and mean.Suplada pa ko and masyadong masama.Mahilig din akong mang-away ng walang malay.=)So uh.Jamesians hated me.(Jamesians-it's what they call us students of st.james of p'que).And when i said hated me,they ALL hated me.They even call me names.But i seek revenge,so they couldn't bring me down.I was strong all by myself.Against the whole batch of grade 2.My only friends are the smart ones,the braniacs which i now call nerds.=).I was a nerd.I study so hard that i had no life.And at that time?I didn't really know that i was a nerd.I thought no such word even exist.I finished grade 2 with a 2nd honor award.Grade 3 was meaningless.They still hated me,i was a nerd *boom end of story.Grade 4 was kinda meaningful.The nerds we're separated in three classrooms.I was assigned in the class where my most enemies belong.They were mean to me.But sometimes they're not.But i couldn't blame them.Because i was really mean and rude.And when i look back those years,i admit i hated my traits and values.I get irritated too because of me few years ago.I was also a spoiled bratt.What i want is what i always get.=)
I transferred in marymount when i was in grade 5.They we're nice.They we're all my friends.But then i think i got too comfortable.And they recently hated me too.But not all of 'em.And there's this one girl.She had leukemia before so i think i will just describe her appearance as a zombie.Ya understand me?I said zombie cause she had pale skin and when you see her it's like she just waked up in her coffin at her funeral.But she thinks she's soooo pretty.She really looked like a zombie.When you look at her you'll see her roots at her cheeks.BLEH!eww.=)
She was nice to me at first,but then she backstabbed me and poisoned the brains of my other classmates.And that's why they hated me.I think she just think of me as a competitor.Cause she's also a top student so we need to compete to reach the top.Or she envied me for having a mother.Cause my mom would check up on me every now on then at school.And because her mother died,so i think she envied me.She hated me so much that i think they sabotage me and told my teacher that i was cheating on our P.E. test.I got called at the Principal's office.I was so intimitated that i was already thinking how to get back at her.She was lucky,she's the only one who got pass me without having my revenge.She should thank my family for stopping me.=).My mom was so mad at me that she asked my dad to transfer me back to St.James cause she thought i was really cheating.And she didn't believe me that i wasn't.And that's where i started hating her.Well actually i 25% hated her.Cause she was always nagging.But i forgive and forget cause she was my mom. When i was a kid and my bro and sis were teens i was the only one who didn't hate her that much.Now i know why my bro and sis hated her too.haha.=)
So i transferred at i think half of the school year.They payed twice to my tuition.WHOA!hehe. I think it's a total of 100 or 150,000.So and then my grade 5 days started again at sjcp.(ST.JAMES).It was kinda fun,i had friends.But not many,Oh and they hated me too.But not that much cause i kinda changed for like 25%.Meaning they hated me 75% now.haha.=).We had this all-girl group called JERSEY and TEAR HERE.{Oh,and ruffane was the one who pick jersey as their group name}( =).i special mentioned her cause she asked me to.).I picked tear here cause my grade 4 classmates were there.But they made me feel useless and i didn't belong.So i transferred to jersey.They we're kinda nice but they we're not my trip.Like i don't like what they like.They don't like what i like.So i just quitted and be a loner.=)
At the summer of my grade 5 going grade 6 i planned to change my attitude.I exchanged my girly traits to REALLY boyish traits.And i was more friendly.I was the one who first approached them.Because i was timid of being friends with them.I exchanged my passion for fashion for music.
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